school, summer, and boys.

This semester has gone by SO fast. I only have a week and a half left of classes and then two exams the week after. I am at the point where I just want to be done with school. Don't get me wrong, I love my program and my new friends I've made, but it's just time to go home. I had a bit of a thing with this guy at the beginning of the semester and he moved on just when I was really starting to like him. I can't help but still have feelings for him even though I don't know how he feels anymore. I think that going home and getting away from all this will be a good thing for me. It also makes it hard because my two best friends here have guys in their lives, causing my lack of a love life to be very noticable. I'm just too picky when it comes to dating. And then when I do choose a guy, I am too shy and scared to do anything about it. Thus, I miss out almost every time. That's life I suppose and who knows if I will ever learn. I have a good feeling about this summer, however. I hope to not spend too much of it working and a lot of it enjoying myself. Who knows where I'll be next summer so I think I should enjoy this one to it's fullest.

college

Today was my first day back at college since before Christmas. Being a new semester, I start new classes. I had a sculpture class (which I am a little concerned about because I know nothing about that sort of thing) and a drawing class today. Tomorrow I have my first English class at 8 am and then don't have a class until 5:00 in the evening. The break in between is long, and often find myself just sitting around if I don't have much to do. Hopefully I'll find something though. I look forward to a fresh start this year. I've decided to change a few things about myself as my new year's resolution. I'm going to try and be a little bit more brave by doing and saying things I normally wouldn't. I'm a relativley quiet person so maybe being a little more out-spoken won't be such a bad thing? Who knows. It's a new year and anything can happen!